π¦ππ’π₯ππππ (ππΏπΌππ΅π²πΏπ πΌπ³ ππΆπΏπ²) a Contemporary/Firefighter Romance by Kathryn Shay β± Book Release



Chapter 1
Where is she? Tom Mancini thought as he checked his watch for the hundredth time. He knew she was finished by now andβ¦the doorbell rang. Not wanting to be too eager, he walked slowly to the foyer and opened the door. Her back was to him. βStef?β
She turned. Her expression brought a huge smile to his lips. She gave him an impish grin. βI passed.β
Tommy couldnβt help himself. He stepped outside, picked her up and swirled her around. She kept hugging him afterward. βI knew you could do it, Lieutenant Stevens.β
She hugged him close. βYou were the reason why.β
Stepping back, he led her inside. βLetβs go sit on the deck.β They went out through the porch. The lawn rolled back a ways and trees gave the whole yard privacy. βItβs beautiful back here.β
He crossed to the table. A bottle rested in a cooler along with cheese and crackers. He smiled at her. βIβm prepared.β
βHow sweet that you had so much confidence in me.β
He just wished he had more confidence in himself. He wanted to tell her how he felt about her now that they were equal in rank. βOf course I did.β He grabbed the bottle. Put a towel around it. Pop! The cork flew onto a chair. He poured the bubbly. Gave her a glass.
βTo you, Stefanie Stevens. Congratulations.β
βAnd to you. Thank you for helping me.β
βYou wouldβve done it without me.β
βYeah, but it wouldnβt have been any fun.β
His gaze held hers over the rim of the glass. βFor me, too. Stef.β
He broke the eye contact. βLetβs sit.β
They dropped down onto the two person swing. She was still grinning as she looked out at the yard, then patted the arm of the chair. βDid you get this for your grandparents?β
βYeah. They sit out here all the time and hold hands.β
βI want to be like them, someday. With somebody special.β
Ask her, you idiot.
But the failures heβd had in his love life prevented him from getting out the words.
βWhere are they?β
Heβd lost the train of thought. βWho?β
βYour grandparents, silly.β
βThey went to stay with their sister up in Rochester. Their niece came and got them.β
βWill they be gone long?β
βA week. Then Iβm picking them up.β
βHmm.β Her grin was mysterious.
βSo, what firehouse would you go to if you could choose your placement?β
βNoah Keatonβs. On the opposite shift. I really like the smallness of the group and the fact that they arenβt as busy as Carsonβs house.β
βYeah, that appealed to Noah too.β He took a sip.
βDid you want to go to Engine 2?β
βI was just happy to get a placement. I had to wait a while.β
βI will too, Iβm sure.β
He toed the rocker back and forth. βWhat did your mother think about all this?β
βShe doesnβt know yet. I came right here, like we agreed.β
βThat makes me feel good.β
She turned her whole body to him. βHow good, Tom?β
βWhat do you mean?β
βDonβt pretend you donβt know.β
Take the chance. He set down his glass and took hers, placed it next to his, their sides touching. βI do know from my end, Stef. But howββ
She threw her arms around him. Plastered herself to him. βKiss me, please. Iβve been dreaming about that.β
The minute his mouth touched hers, he felt the spark. It was like lightning. He deepened the kiss. She opened to him. He explored her mouth, nipped her lips until they were both squirming. He stood. Pulled her up. It felt totally normal to scoop her into a carry and head toward the bedroom. Unable to believe this was happening, he set her on the bed and began to unbutton his shirt.
She opened hers.
Then he dove in.
#
Stef awoke to a sound. The doorbell. Tom was fast asleep so sheβd just take a peek at who was there. Then sheβd decide if sheβd wake him.
Throwing on his shirt, she tiptoed to the foyer. A woman stood on the stoop, facing the street. Well, this was awkward. Stef pulled open the door and the woman turned around. Oh, she was pregnant. Visibly. βWho are you?β the woman asked.
βUm, Iβm Stef. Who are you?β
βThen Tommyβs got a girl on the hook again.β
βPardon me.β
She touched her belly. βI was another one of them.β
Stefβs gaze dropped to the womanβs stomach. βWhat are you saying?β
Before she could respond, she heard, βStef, what are youβ¦β He came to the door in his jeans. No shirt. βLila?β
βHello Tom.β
βWhat do you want?β
βIβm five months pregnant. Iβm the last woman you dumped.β
His eyes widened like saucers. βIs itββ
βYours? Yep. Congratulations, youβre going to be a daddy.β
He turned to Stef. βIβm so sorry.β
βYeah,β she said heading to the back of the house. βI am too.β
She felt a clutch in her heart as she found her own clothes. She was almost dressed when he came in.
βStef. Let me explain.β
βNo need. You got a lot to deal with here. But one of the things isnβt me.β She finished buttoning her shirt. βDonβt contact me again.β
βStefβ¦β
She raced out of the room, to the foyer. She caught a glimpse of Lila in the living room. Tears threatened, but she kept going. Out the door. Out of the driveway. And out of Tomβs life for good.
#
βHey, honey. Iβm almost ready.β Vanessa, her mother, called out from the bedroom of her condo.
βNo worries.β She took a bottle of water from the fridge and sat in the dining area.
Her momβs living space was something. She had a knack for decorating and the black lacquer table with red cushioned chairs was a stellar example. In through the wide archway was a huge living space. All black and red, too. Sheβd separated areas intuitively, so she had a desk in the corner, with a huge curved lamp, and black book cases, then across the way, was a living area consisting of one long curved couch with red pillows.
Vanessa came out to the kitchen. βHey, thanks for waiting.β Her momβs outfit, a simple black sleeveless one piece suit with a wide belt of hammered gold, dangling earrings and bangles to match. The front plunged discreetly.
Stef had chosen to dress in her style too.
βWould you like me to drive?β her mother asked.
βNo, Iβm okay with it.β
Vanessa studied her face. βWhat arenβt you okay with?β
βIβll tell you over drinks.β
They arrived at the Glen Edith, a beautiful restaurant overlooking a gorge with a waterfall. Theyβd snagged a table outside and the sat close to the railing, in a corner. A waiter approached them.
βGood evening, Ms. Stevens. Would you like the champagne you ordered?β
βI would. Thank you.β
When he left, Stef said, βYou didnβt have to.β
βOf course I did. Itβs not every day that a daughter achieves the rank of lieutenant in the fire service.β She reached across the table to take Stefβs hand. βI want to celebrate.β
βOkay.β Stef put the white napkin on the lap of her slate-blue skirt which had a matching top that fell nicely over her breasts. It was sleeveless, too.
The beginning of August night was warm but comfortable because of the shade and a breeze from the water. They made small talk until the champagne arrived, then her mom toasted to Stef. She took a sip. Hmm. Cool and dry.
βAll right, weβre alone. Spill.β
She faced her mother squarely. βI slept with Tom last night.β
Vanessaβs eyes widened. βWow, thatβs a big step.β
βI know. I was just so happy and he was elated that Iβd passed. I promised Iβd come to see him right after the test. We kind of got carried away.β
βYou know honey, thereβs nothing wrong with that.β Her mother was a liberal feminist who had taught her that sex was good and healthy.
βWell, first off, I donβt get involved with firefighters.β
βI know.β Her ash-brown brows knitted. βBecause of those awful rumors.β
βAnd second, something really fluky happened.β
When she related the visit from a woman who claimed to be his ex, and pregnant, Stef remembered the shock and disappointment of the confrontation.
βOh, my God. Oh, damn it.β
βI know. I probably would have broken my own rule about firefighters and dated him. But this sealed the deal not to do it.β
βThat would be a hard road to navigate, especially in a new relationship.β
βRight. A relationship I donβt even want a serious one.β
βThereβs always Harry.β
Stef laughed. βHarryβs a great guy. Not the settling down type, though.β Stef had been dating him off and on but the relationship was casual.
βSo, how was the sex with Tom?β
She felt the heat rise to her face. βI didnβt expect him to have so muchβ¦expertise. He knew a lot. More than any other guy Iβve been with.β
βDarling, there havenβt been that many.β
βI know. But thereβs more. He was so tender. Andβ¦slow.β
βWhew! A powerful combination.β
βI know. Thatβs why I said, itβs too bad.β
βWhat did he want from you?β
βHe got as far as let me explain and I cut him off.β
βMaybe that was hasty.β
She took a hefty sip of the champagne. βOh, Lord, it was, Mom, believe me.β
βAll relationships are messy, honey.β
βNot with you. You had a great marriage with Daddy and now with Addison.β
She just watched Stef. βAbout that.β
βOh, no, youβre getting married?β
βWhat? No. Actually, Iβm going on a cruise with him. I have vacation saved up and Iβm taking two weeks.β
βThatβs generous of him.β
βWhat do you mean? Oh, heβs not paying for me.β
βMom, heβs rich.β
βI wonβt be indebted to him. Itβs the fastest way to kill the sizzle.β
Now Stef laughed. βYouβre something else, Mother.β
βSo are you, Stefanie. Now, back to the expert in bed. Are you sure you want to ditch him?β
She sighed. βI have to. My careerβs too important to me. How would that look, me hooking up with a guy who has a pregnant girlfriend?β
βShitty, I guess. But other peopleβs opinions havenβt stopped you from doing anything in your past.β
βIf I want a career in firefighting, other peopleβs opinions have to matter. So no, Tommy Mancini is out of my life.β
#
βOkay, Mancini, talk!β This from Adam. The Brothers of Fire had just finished up their fun at ???. Tim had snagged a table way in the corner of the big gym-like space, where they could see the action but it was quiet enough to talk.
βWhy me?β Tommy asked grumpily. He was more depressed than heβd ever been in recent memory.
Tim, next to him, socked his shoulder. βYouβre wound up tight. Your expression looks like you just lost your best friend, and you mumbled the whole night. And you played like shit. Look, Tommy, weβre here for you.β
He shot a glance at Stark. Adamβll mock me.β
βNo, I wonβt, I promise.β
βWell, two big things happened this past weekend. Stef Stevens passed her lieutenantβs exam and weβ¦hooked up afterward.β
βHooked up as inβ¦β Noah asked.
βWhat it always means,β Jarek explained. βSo, Tom, that sounds like good news. Or was it awful?β
βIt blew the top of my head off. Hers, too.β
βWell, then?β
βWe fell asleep, but I got a visitor. Remember Lila?β
βOh, yeah, the party girl.β Noah frowned. βYou were better off without her.β
βSheβs pregnant.β
Four jaws gaped.
Tim recovered first. βIs it yours?β
βShe said it is. Right in front of Stef.β
Noah scowled. βOh, boy, bad luck.β
βShe also told Stef she was another one of my girls I dumped.β
βYou said she dumped you.β This from Adam.
βOkay,β Jarek put in. βI got something to say about this. Lacey heard that you didnβt dump most of the women you said did. It was the other way around. I didnβt say anything because I didnβt want to call you a liar.β
βHell. I thought they dumped me. Some of βem gave ultimatums. Other just never answered my call.β He shrugged. βI thought they were ditching me.β
βYouβre pretty young, Tom. Maybe you didnβt see things right.β Jarek again.
βMaybe. But thatβs not the issue now. First off, I want to be with Stef. Second, I canβt find out if the kidβs mine.β
Adam had been on his phone while he was talking. It pissed Tom off.
βOr course you can.β He held up his cell. βListen to this. Thereβs a non-invasive test that can check the free floating DNA that escapes the placenta and is present in the motherβs blood. A blood sample from the mother can be compared to a DNA swab from the father.β
Tommyβs face blanked.
βWhat Tom?β
βShe said she wouldnβt take one because it would hurt the baby.β
βUntrue. And if she lied about that, she could by lying about the paternity.β
βWhy would she?β
βJesus, Tom, I been telling you youβre a catch.β Tim shook his head. βYouβre great looking, you said you were good in bed, and you got a well-paying job.β
He sat back. His whole body went limp. βFuck.β
βNo, donβt give up. If you really want Stef, go after her.β
βShe dum--β
βDonβt say it!β Tim again. βDonβt assume anything. Call her or better yet go see her.β
βWhat would I say?β
βMostly what you just told us. And how you feel about her.β
βI donβt want to harass her. I hate those kinds of actions.β
Noah spoke. βIβd say the fact that she slept with you is motivation enough.β
βOkay, Iβll think about it. Now, letβs talk about all of you.β
Chapter 2
Stef was home cleaning the house. All of her bravado of the night with her mother had suddenly turned to sadness. She was vacuuming the floor, cleaning as she always did to fight the doldrums. Had her mother been right? Could she have Tommy in her life?
What a nightmare it would be. She hardly knew him.
No, she did know him. He was one of the good guys.
Her side doorbell rang. She shut off the machine, and the quiet was startling. She crossed to the door and opened it up.
There he was, leaning against the railing at the top of the outdoor staircase. He wore jeans and his firefighter navy T-shirt. βHi.β
βHi.β She knew how she looked. Ragged cutoff, a tank top, barefoot. She even had a scarf on her head. βHi.β
βCleaning?β
βYeah.β
βYou told me you cleaned when you were upset or sad. Which is it?β
She put a hand on her hip. βBoth.β
βCan I come in?β
βI told you we were done. Go find you pregnant girlfriend.β
βIβll go if you really want me to. But we both feel bad. Come βon, Stef. Letβs talk.β
She sighed heavily. God she wanted to say yes. βOkay. For a bit.β She led him through her galley kitchen to the living room/dining area. Since the vacuuming was her last chore, she wound up the cord and stashed it in the pantry.
βSit.β He took a chair in the seating area facing a window. She sat on the couch that angled up to it and tugged off the scarf. She ran a hand through her hair. βGo ahead. Tell me why youβre here.β
βBecause I want you in my life.β His expression was sincere, as was his tone.
βWe donβt even know each other that well.β She lied, but she had to protect herself.
βYou know thatβs a lie. Weβve spent a lot of time together and admit it, the sex was off the charts.β
βWhat happened to the modest Tommy?β
βI want you.β
βYouβll get over that. So will I. I canβt be with a man who has a pregnant girlfriend.β
βLetβs talk about Lila.β
βThatβs the last thing I want to do.β
βSheβs the elephant in the room.β
βAll right. But I donβt want lurid details.β
Briefly, he told her about how they met, how long they went out, how it was very casual. βWe stopped seeing each other about five months ago.β
βWhat happened?β
βShe wanted to get more serious. I didnβt. When she said she wouldnβt settle for that, I took it as a rejection.β
βHow do you see this playing out?β
βFirst off, I need to find out if the baby is mine.β
βDo a DNA test.β
βShe wonβt.β
βBoy, thatβs suspicious.β
βAnd if it is mine, Iβll be its father. But I wonβt be with her. A lot of guys have children with other women. Two are on your shift.β
βYeah, and the complain about being away from the kids.β
βWouldnβt it be worth it to try?β
She looked at the ceiling. βMaybe I would, Tommy. But Iβm worried about how that would look. I want to rise in the ranks of the fire department and I canβt afford a blemish on my record.β
βIβd be a blemish?β
βThe whole situation would be.β
He stared hard at her. βYouβre a feminist, right?β
βYou know I am.β
βIf a guy got girl pregnant, and had a child out of wedlock, that wouldnβt hurt his career at all.β
βI-β She shut up.
βHe wouldnβt Stef. Maybe you could claim that right for yourself?β
She didnβt respond because he was right.
He got up and crossed to her. She knew she smelled sweaty. He took her hand. Held it in both of his. βI have a proposal. Be with me, see me, until I can figure out a way to get her to take the DNA test. Or if she wonβt, until the childβs born. If itβs mine, and weβre still together, then you decide what to do.β
βIβm wary of that, weβll be too close then. How far along is she?
βSix months.β
βSo weβd spend the months together.β She forced herself to go on. βI wouldnβt want to let you go then.β
βIβd feel the same way. What does that tell you Stef?β
βWhat do you mean?β
βThat you already care about me. And I care about you.β
βWeβll get over it.β
βI donβt want to. And if youβre upset and sad, neither do you.β
#
Carson sat in his car in front of Tommyβs house, staring at it. Should he go in? God, the kid was so naΓ―ve. He needed somebody to look after him. βShit,β he said as he got out of the Porsche. βThis isnβt a good idea.β
Still, he made his way up the driveway and over the brick sidewalk to a nice front porch. Against his better judgement, he rang the bell.
He answered it. And his jaw dropped. βCarson? What are you doing here?β
βI came to talk to you?β
βThatβs great. Come in.β
He walked inside. Nice house. He knew Tommy had remodeled. βCome out to the back sunroom.β
Carson followed him and took a seat on the rattan chair. Tommy said, βWant something?β
βYeah, Iβll have a beer.β
After Tommy returned, he set the bottles down. The he sat. βItβs so great having you here.β
βThis isnβt a social visit. I came to give you some advice.β He drew a card out of his shirt pocket and handed it to Tommy.
He looked down. βStuart Associates? Who are they?β
βMy lawyer. I made you an appointment for next week.β
Tommyβs eyes narrowed on him. βFor what?β
Carson came to the edge of his seat and linked his hands between his knees. βTim Daniels called me. He told me about Lila Hart.β
βJesus!β
βDonβt get mad. He thought I might be able to help. I think you should keep the appointment and see what your legal recourse is. About the DNA test. And if the kidβs yours, you need a lawyer anyway.β
βWhy?β
βBecause in New York State, a petition can be filed in Family Court to make her take a DNA test. And if the kid is yours, a lawyer can fight for your rights.β
Like?β
βCustody of the child. Fair payments of child support. Those kinds of things.β
βI looked this up online. I know someone who went through this. His best advice is to get a lawyer.β
βHow can somebody force her to do this?β
βWell, the court canβt force her. But then she could be found in contempt and suffer a fine or even jail time. But it didnβt get that far with the guy I know.β
Tommy leaned back. βFuck. This is really complicating my life.β
βA child always does. Youβll deal with it. But donβt jump the gun. Donβt assume anything until you know if youβre the father.β
Tommy watched Carson. He was smart and savvy. Tommy wasnβt. βYouβre right. I should have thought of that.β
βIβm guessing your mindβs swirling about all this.β
He didnβt know the half of it. He could still see the Stef in her home, crying, telling him she wouldnβt take the chance.
βMy mind is full of this situation.β
βRightfully so. But you need information. Get it, please.β
βAll right, I will.β
#
Three nights later, the P.A. crackled out, βFire at Crystal City Towers. Engine 2 and 5, Truck 2 and Rescue 5 go into service.β
The five firefighters on Tommyβs squad bolted up and bounded out of bed. They raced to bay, still wearing the nightly attire of shorts and T-shirts. Stuffing their feet and arms into their turnout gear, they climbed onto the truck. Abby Gaines, the driver, turned on the sirens and headed out. Tommy had grabbed the printout. βThis is a big one. Multiple apartments are burning at the assisted living complex.β
Because it was outside his territory, the truck arrived in six minutes and Tommy leapt out. Battalion Chief Cummings at Incident Command met him even before he even reached the command post. βTommy, get your team out back. Only one section is burning in the rear on Floor 2. Douse it. The Truck 2 is out of this section and on its way, but we canβt wait. Your engine guys have to go inside and do search and rescue.β He started away when the chief called out, βAnd be careful, the grass is slick.β
In under a minute, the rig was in position. Fingers of gray smoke curled out of the roof. Tom manned the nozzle himself with Lopez behind him.
Bucked back a bit by the force of the hose, Tom poured water on blaze. It went out quickly.
With Lopez carrying the hose, they headed inside and up the staircase. No flames were visible up here and only a bit of smoke lingered hallway. βItβs 112. Right here. Sanders, break down the door.β
A big guy, Sanders lifted his foot and hit the wood, splintering it on the first try. βSanders, check the kitchen and the closets. Larson and Lopez, go into the room on the right. Iβll take the left one.β
The team separated. Tom opened the door and it slammed behind him just as he got inside. Odd. He heard a woman coughing. βI got a resident here, Chief. Iβll carry her out.β Still on his knees, he gave the frail older lady some of his air. He heard from his guys, βWe need help with this man. Heβs big and resisting.β
βSanders,β he ordered through the radio. Go help them.β
Then he picked his victim up to chest and headed for the door.
When he opened it, fire flared up in the hallway. Jesus, Lopez had the hose. βFire reignited, Lopez. Bring the hose.β
βWe just got down the stairs the victim. Took three of us to stop his flailing and get down the steps. But weβll come right back up.β
βNo time for that. Thereβs a window in here.β He said calmly into the radio. βIβll need a ladder Chief.β
βTruck 2, get a ladder up to the east back window.β
Close to the wall, he walked over, set his victim down and lifted the frame.β Miraculously the thing opened. Tom scooped up the old lady again.
Noah Keaton appeared at the top of the ladder. βGive her to me, Tommy.β
Gingerly, Tom handed her out. Noah situated the woman to face him, his legs between hers, and he gripped onto her torso. It was slow going down.
He heard the chief say, βExit the window, Mancini. Fast.β
When the woman was safe in the grass, he climbed out the building and descended the ladder. Heβd gone a couple of rungs.
A loud whoosh. The ladder went out from under him.
Tommy fell face first.
#
Stef was rolling up Engine 5βs hose in the front of the building when she heard over the radio, βMay Day, May Day, a ladder collapsed in the back. Firefighter down. Firefighter down.β
The chief said, βTaylor, anybody free?β
βYep. Two of us.β
βGo back and help. I just sent the Med-Truck there, too.β
Stef and Carson rounded the east side of building and came around the corner. They hurried over to the others. The ladder lay on the ground and a firefighter was face down in the grass. Two others were tending to him. Both Carson and Stef knelt down. βFuck. Itβs Tommy.β
Stef froze. Then, βIs he breathing?β
Noah Callahan said, βYeah. But we havenβt moved him. We checked his limbs as much as we could through his turnout pants. His boot is at an odd angle.
Just then, the Med Truck pulled up close to them and two women hurried over, one carrying a gurney. They both knelt. Pierson said, βSecure him with the C-collar, Mackenzie.β
Mackenzie slid the collar under him and immobilized his neck.
Noah told them what happened.
Pierson set down the gurney. βTurn him over carefully, watching out for the foot.β
Tommy moaned as four people helped ease him over.
Dear God, Stef thought, his face was all bloody.
βI gotta clean him to see if heβs still bleeding.β Mackenzie dug for something in her bag then gently wiped his face.
βNo open wound,β Mackenzie said.
Pierson took out a knife and cut sliced his turnout coat arms, did the same for his pants, then ran her hands along his the bones. βNothing suspicious. Same thing, guys. Get him on the gurney.β
More moans from Tom, louder moans. They cut Stef to the quick. Once he was secure, they medics raised the stretcher and led him to the truck.
Carson turned to Noah. βWhat the fuck happened?β
βThe guy who was heeling the ladder took my victim from me. And left his position to hand her to someone else. Just as I jumped off to heel it, the ladder fell.β
βMancini was already coming down? Why would he do that?β
βI donβt know. But this is my group, I take full responsibility.β
βItβs unacceptable.β
βI know, Carson.β Noahβs tone was sad.
βClean everything up back here. Weβre going to the front.β
Stef squeezed Noahβs shoulder as they left. She reigned her in her emotions. She couldnβt show weakness, any indication that she cared about Tommy. But all she wanted was to go the hospital with him. And she needed him to be all right.
#
After shift was over, Chief Cummings called together the two squads whoβd been present at the fire this morning. They came, bedraggled, dirty and exhausted. All of them sat around the table. Cummings asked, βHow did this happen?β
Noah spoke up and reiterated his story. Stef felt really sorry for him.
βWhy, Noah?β Cummings asked.
βIt happened so fast. I just got to the bottom of the ladder, handed my victim to Kirkland and he had to step back to get ahold of her. I turned to heel the ladder but it went down before I could.β
βWere you hurt?β
βNo, Chief. Just knocked aside.β
βBut Tommy was on the ladder.β This from Carson. βHe fell face first.β
βDid you witness that, Stevens?β
βNo.β Stef jumped in. βI wasnβt back there when it happened.β
βI see. So Taylor, were you there?β
βNo.β
βSo you donβt really have anything to contribute.β
Carsonβs face reddened. βSomebody made a mistake.β β
βI see bad choices were made. For one, Tommy should have waited until the ladder was secure.β
βYou canβt blame him for this!β
Cummingβs stared at Carson. βWatch your tone, Captain.β
Carson didnβt comment.
βIβm not blaming anybody. Now, Back to Noahβs team. What do you think?β
Noah said, βIt happened in seconds. But as I said, Iβm officer on group 2. I take the blame.β
Kirkland faced the chief. βI should. I backed away.β
βIt sounds to me like bad luck.β
βWhat?β Carson raised his voice.
βIβm not sure it could have been prevented. I donβt see any reason to blame Truck 2.β
βI do!β
βWatch your tone, Taylor.β
βIβm putting in for a reprimand for Truck 2.β
βAs an officer, you have that right. But Iβll tell you Iβll fight it.β
Noah deflated. βJust put something in my file.β
βNo. Carson, you go to Chief Redman and get his take on this.β
Carson stood. Turned. And walked out of the room.
Cummings glared at him as he left.
The meeting broke up and Stef went home. She showered and changed, then decided, Fuck it. I have a right to go check up on a colleague.
When she arrived and saw a number of firefighters in the waiting room. They were from all the squads whoβd been present, plus Tim Daniels, who was sitting with Carson and Jarek Zenko. Adam Stark was missing. She went up to Abby Grimes. βHow is he?β
βAll I know is what happened at the scene. You were there to hear the medics.β
Just then two more people entered the room. Tommyβs grandparents. Captain Stark escorted them. Rose gripped his arm and Gus bumped shoulders with him. Stef crossed to them. βHey, Gus and Rose.β
βHello, honey.β They hugged.
Do you know what happened?β
βWhat Adam told us when picked us up. Tommy fell off a ladder.β She looked around the hospital. How is my boy?β
She reiterated what the medics had told them.
Chief Redman approached them. He squeezed Gusβs shoulder and put his arm around Rose. βKeep the faith.β
Within a few minutes, a doctor came out. Everyone crowded around him. βHey Chief, firefighters,β he said to the group. His gaze landed on the Mancinis.
Redman said, βThese are Tommyβs grandparents.β
The doctor addressed them. βTommyβs been X-rayed from head to toe. Weβre sending him for an MIR as soon as his ankle is stabilized. So far, the damage is miraculously scarce. Though heβll probably be black and blue and sore for a long while.β
Rose wept. Gus lifted his chin. βWe will take care of him.β
βHeβll be here a couple of nights. Mr. and Mrs. Mancini, you can see him after the MRI.β
βIs he awake?β Stef asked.
βHe was. But we gave him something for the pain. So heβll sleep.β
βWeβll wait,β Gus put in.
βSo will we,β all around from Truck 2, Engine 5 and The Brothers of Fire.
Chapter 3
Adam awoke with a start. He took a look at his watch. 3 oβclock. Hell! Laying back on the pillows, he sighed heavily. Jesus, Stark, go back to sleep. But he couldnβt. What a night. Heβd gotten home around five. Had fallen right to sleep. But now, after only a couple of hours, he was conscious again.
Might as well give into it. When he and Beth split, these early awakenings had been frequent. Since he met Stella, theyβd gone away. He pictured her sweet face as sheβd been two nights in bed. An adventurous lover, she wrung him out. Then clung to him afterward. He liked both.
Beth used to turn over and go to sleep. Then again, the sex had been terrible the few months before theyβd split. Donβt think about Beth. He got up to erase the memories that kept coming when he wasnβt strong enough to resist them.
A man is strong, Adam. We donβt show emotions.
Just what he needed, his father in his head.
As he fixed coffee, he thought of Tommy. Heβd gotten petrified that the boy would die. This is what the Brothers of Fire had done to him. But something kept him attached to them. He hadnβt figured it out yet. Sure he liked them and he really got into the lives.
The phone rang. It would have awakened him anyway. βStark.β
βGood morning, Adam.β
βBeth, what do you want now.β
βI heard about Tommy Mancini. Iβm wondering how he is.β
βHuh, thatβs new. Sympathy about my job.β
Silence.
Shit, he couldnβt help needling her. βSorry. I didnβt get much sleep.β
βThatβs okay.β
βHe was in and out of consciousness but the miraculouslyβthe docβs wordβnothing major is wrong with him. I waited until they got the MRI back, and his brain is fine. Then I took his grandparentsβ home.β
βTommyβs grandparents?β
βYeah, I developed a liking for them, I guess.β
βThatβs the Adam I love.β
βBeth, stop it.β
βWhy?β
βA hundred reasons. One is the girls. Donβt mess with me.β
βHmm. Can I bring you supper.β
βNo. Anything else.β
βYeah, Iβm really sorry about Tommy. Heβs a nice kid.β
βUhβ¦thanks.β
Then he clicked off. God, these calls bothered him. He wish they didnβt. They were through as a couple and he liked it that way.
Beside, he had Stella now.
The next day around five, Stef walked in the hospital and went to the desk. βIs Tom Mancini still here?β
βYes.β She nodded to the uniform Stef purposely wore. βYou all stick together, donβt you?β
She gave the woman whose nametag read, Janice, a smile.
βWe do, Janice.β
βHeβd in a Room 41 East now, but there are lots of firefighters in the waiting area.β
βGood, Iβll join them.β She was halfway to the elevator when turned back. βJanice.β The woman looked up. βNot all firefighters are popular as Tom. Heβs a great guy and everybody loves him.β
βI know. The nurses say heβs a great patient.β
Stef took the elevator to the second floor and found about a dozen firefighters hanging around. She approached one. βHi, Tim.β
Tim hugged her. As if he knewβ¦ βHey, Stef. Heβs better. Complaining about the immobility.β
βHowβs his ankle?β
βBruised but not broken. Two cracked ribs.
Tim looked over her shoulder. βTwo smoke eaters just came out of the room. Come with me.β He took her hand and led her to the group. βHey, guys. Stefβs here inquiring about Tommy. He helped her pass the Lieutenantβs exam. Can we let her go in next?β
They agreed.
Tim said, βTake fifteen minutes.β
She headed to the room. From the doorway, she saw Tom lying in bed, his ankle propped up on a pillow.
Light filtered in from the slatted blinds. He looked bigger. βHi, Tom.β
He glanced over. βHey.β His voice was gravelly.
She went further inside. βI came to see how you are.β
βCome closer, honey.β
Oh, geez.
She walked up to the bed, got her first good look at him. And gasped. βOh, God, Tom. Youβre so battered.β Most of his face was black and blue and red. His arms, too. She imagined his chest and legs were as bad.
βNever this seen these many bruises on someone?β
βNope.β
βMe, either.β He reached for her hand. His was puffy and looked sore.
She grasped it lightly.
Even then he winced. βSit.β
Letting go of him, she sat. βAre you in a lot of pain?β
βNo, thanks to modern medicine. Iβm sure I will be when I leave here.β
βDid they say when you could go home?β
βTheyβre gonna decide today. I canβt quite believe I donβt have serious injuries.β
βYour ankle?β
βSprained. Bound now. I must be one lucky guy.β
βIf you are, you deserve it.β
βDid you see me fall? I know were at the fire.β
βNo. The chief sent us around to help out but you were already down.β
βNoah explained what happened. No oneβs to blame.β
βDo you think he agrees with you?β
βI donβt know.β
βNobody got in trouble.β
βThey shouldnβt. It was a fluke. Kirkland had to step back to grab the victim. But they still might censure me. I didnβt wait long enough to come down.β
βWhy didnβt you?β
βThe fire was creeping to the window for oxygen. It had almost reached me. So I went out quick.β
βNobody will blame you for that.β
He cocked his head. βThanks for coming. Does this mean you changed your mind about us?β
βI have to say my heart was in my mouth over this. And I hardly slept for worry over you.β
βIβm sorry for all that. And Iβm not. Itβs something for you to think about. Tell me you will.β
βI will.β
Just then Tim pushed open the door. Timeβs up. Gus and Rose will be here in half an hour, and he needs to rest for them.β
βThanks Tim. Close the door.β
Stef stood. βIβll leave.β
βOkay, but kiss me first.β
She gave his cheek a light peck.
βI hardly felt that. On my mouth.β
She leaned over and kissed his lips. It was a nice kiss. A kind kiss. With a lot of potential.
βThere thatβs better. Come back tonight. The guys go home by eight.β
βYou sure?β
βYeah.β
βAll right. Iβll see you then.β
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Tom hadnβt take his sleeping pill, so when Will Kirkland came inside, he was wide awake. Heβd asked the nurse to send the firefighter in the waiting room home, but his colleague must have stayed.
Will had hunched shoulders and lines around his face and eyes. βHey, Tom.β Regret tinged his tone.
βHey, Wil1. Why so glum?β
βYou know.β
βGet over here. Sit.β
Will trudged over and sat. βJesus, Tom, I donβt know what to say.β
βDidnβt you talk to Chief Cummings?β
βYeah, he called me. Said I was off the hook. But it doesnβt feel good, what I did.β
βTell me what other choice you had.β
βWell, I could haveβ¦um, I should have. Fuck it, I was too close to Noah so I had to move back.β
βRight. Do you think it was Noahβs fault?β
βNo. He had no choice either. You fell before he could turn around and take my place.β
βWhat about me?β
βYou?β
βYeah, I shouldβve waited until it was safe.β
βWhy didnβt you?β
βBecause the fire was on my tail. I had to get out.β
βWell, then, youβre not to blame either.β
βSee. Nobody is, as I said.β
He leaned back. βGod, Iβm glad.β
βMe, too.β
βBut look at you.β
βYeah. I havenβt gotten a mirror yet. I donβt want to scare myself.β
Relaxed now, Will smiled. βHa!β
βSo, howβs work?β
They talked about some fires Truck 2 had been to, then Will left. It was close to 8.
Soon, Stef arrived. Sheβd changed into a pair of white shorts and a yellow T-shirt. βHi, Tom.β
βHey, you look good.β
She came up to the bed. βThe wonders of a hot shower.β
Tommy sniffed. He still smelled like fire. βI wish I could take one.β
βIβll bet.β
βYeah, today, after you left. With a crutch and two orderlies to help me to the john but no shower. It exhausted me.β
βNo worries. Weβre used to smelling.β
She started to sit.β
βI got a better idea.β He patted the side of the bed. βGet in.β
βNo, Tom. Itβll hurt you.β
βWeβll be careful. I want to hold you.β
βCan you lift your arm?β
βYes, but you can just cuddle up.β
She shook her head.
βCome on woman. Iβm hurt. I should have my way.β
βAnd here the nurses said youβre good patient.β
He grinned. Then his brows raised.
#
Stef couldnβt resist him. And he almost died. So she kicked off her sandals and gingerly got on the bed. She moved in as close as he could. They laid there in silence for a while. He did smell like smoke, but his nearness thrilled her βSo,β he said, βDoes this changed anything?β
Sheβd been afraid of that question. βYou mean about us.β
βYep. You told me you were terrified when you saw me on the ground.β
Remembered the fear, she shivered. βEverybody was.β
βRight now, this is about you. Come βon, Stef. You had more than a colleagueβs reaction. See me. We can do it on the sly if you want.β Though Tommy would hate that, heβd do it to be with her. βLife is short, babe. We both are faced with that knowledge every time we walk into a fire.β
She sighed heavily. βTell me a few things first. Whatβs going on with Lila?β
βI got an appointment with a lawyer this week. Oh, shit, I wonβt be able to make it.β
βMaybe he or she will reschedule.β
βShe.β
βWhat exactly could she do?β
He filled her in on Carsonβs information.
βThat sounds promising. Okay, Iβll see you on the sly. Though sneaking around doesnβt sit right with me.β
βI just had the same thought. But still, I want to see if we have something here.β
βI do too.β
βGreat.β He kissed the top of her head. Tell me what happened at work after the incident.β
βWe had a briefing with Chief Cummings. He didnβt fault any of us. But Carso did.β
βWho?β
βNoah and his team. Carson made an ass of himself.β
βHe cares about me.β
βHe has responsibilities as a captain. He should have kept his mouth shut.β
βWhen does your group go back to work?β
βTomorrow. On days. Heβll be more of a bear than usual.β
βI wish I could help.β
βYou just have to get better.β She glanced at the clock. βAnd I have to go. My alarm clock goes off at five a.m.β
βI understand. Stay just a little while longer.β
She hesitated, then said, βAll right,β and luxuriated in the fell of him next to her.β
βCan I get you anything, bambino?β
βNo grandma. Iβm fine. You two go back to your apartment. Go on with your day. Iβll text if I need anything.β
βBe careful, boy,β Grandpa warned and left with his wife.
Tom had come home a day later than he thought heβd would. And his grandparents were doting on him. He also didnβt want them to know about the lawyer or Lila. When they left, he looked down at his big blue boot. He had to wear it for a few weeks. The sprain wasnβt that bad but he did have to be careful.
Grabbing a pillow, he made his way to the front porch and sat on the lounge chair out there with his foot raised. A snazzy little Porsche pulled up in the driveway. He watched the driver get out and head to the front. She wasnβt at all the bookish woman heβd expected. She was very pretty. βHi, Tom.β
βHello, Ms. Grant. Thank you for coming here.β
βNo worries. We meet clients at a lot of places outside the office.β
βStill, Iβm grateful.β Her amber gaze rested on him. βWow, youβre really battered.β
βYep. I havenβt looked in a mirror yet.β
βNothing that wonβt heal right?β
βRight. Sit down.β
She sat in a chair across from him. Her pink summer dress draped over her knees. βCarson gave me the details. Anything want to add?β
βNot at this time.β
She took her tablet out of the gigantic purse she carried. Called something up. βItβs pretty clear what weβd want. Weβd file a petition and send it to a judge. Heβll okay it and then set a court appearance. In the end, heβll decide what to do, but these petitions are rarely tuned down. Youβll have to be there along with Ms. Hart, and youβll both be asked questions.β
βLila will freak. Sheβs pretty emotional.β
βWe can deal with that. You know she canβt be forced to take a paternity test.β
βI know. But thereβll be legal consequences, right?β
βYes. Sheβll be charged with contempt of court and fined if she refuses. Technically, she could be put in jail.β
βThat never happens to pregnant women.β
βNo, it doesnβt. Itβll be a hefty fine, though. Sheβs an exotic dancer, right?β
βShe has been. She had to quit.β
βSo doesnβt have much money?β
βNot much.β
βHow many times did you have intercourse with her?β
βFor two months. A lot.β
βThis is indelicate but I hope you used protection.β
βEvery single time.β
βDid she sleep around?β
βWell, sheβs had boyfriends. I saw her with another guy around town right after we broke up.β
βYou broke up with her, right?
βYes. She wanted more out of the relationship than I would give.β He yawned. βOh, sorry.β
βNo worries. I think I have enough with the papers you filled out to prepare the documents we need. And youβre tired. Iβll leave now.β
βThank you Ms. Grant.β
βYouβre welcome. And call me Melanie.β
βAnd Iβm Tom.β
She gave a little smile. βCarson calls you Tommy.β
He rolled his eyes. βI know.β
When Melanie left, he lay back in the chaise thinking about what he was doing. Man, he hoped it was the right thing.
He laid his head back. Relaxed. Felt his eyes close.
βTommy.β
Someone was shaking him. He awoke fully and was disappointed Lila had come. He wished she was Stef. βWhat are you doing here?β
βYouβve ignored all my calls. What the hell happened to you?β
βI fell off a ladder.β
βOh, poor baby.β She sat in the chair Melanie vacated. βI could take care of you.β
βI have good care. And I told you I didnβt want to see you for a while.β
βItβs been a while.β She put her hand on her belly. βBabyβs kicking. Wanna feel?β
βNope, not until I know itβs mine.β
Lifting her chin in defiance, she said, βI wonβt agree to a test that would harm the baby.β
βAll I need is a blood test.β
βReally, I thought you had to have its DNA? Done with a big needle.β She shuddered.
βYouβre wrong, Lila. All I need is a noninvasive blood test.β
βWhen did they develop that?
βTechnology advances are made every day in medicine.β
βStill I wonβt do it.β
βI should tell you now that Iβm taking you to court to do one.β
βThe court canβt force me to have the test.β
βYouβre right. But youβll have to be in court. And the legal consequences of not coming are hefty. In any case, youβll be hearing from my lawyer.β
βYou hired a lawyer?β
βUh-huh. And if the baby is mine, Iβll support you through the rest of the pregnancy and then Iβll provide child support.β
βYouβre damn right you will.β She stood, her whole body tense. βYouβre a prick for doing this to me.β
Ignoring her slur, he shook his head. βIβd like you to leave now.β
βYouβll speak to the mother of your child like that?β
βWhen I know if you are, Iβll be nicer. But actually, now, Iβm pretty pissed that you didnβt find out for sure if the kidβs mine before you made this accusation. I would have given you a DNA sample.β
βYou got some nerve, buster.β She turned and huffed away.
For a little while, he thought about what having a baby of his own would be like. Heβd wanted one for a long time. But he wouldnβt be tricked into it.
And if he was gonna father a kid, heβd want it to be with someone he loved. He thought of Stef. Hmm. Thatβd be something.


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